temptation - Friday, August 27 2004

today is my last day working as Internal Course Scheduler here at the BCIT Downtown Campus. i was planning on going for a filet-o-fish @ 1500 sharp, but something has gone awry. there were catering leftovers today...and i got a free monster-sized corned beef sandwich. it looks delicious...but there's no cheese. perhaps should take this as a sign that i don't need the fabulous filet of fried fish...the cheesy melted cheddar...or that tangy tar-tar sauce...but it's just not the same! =( i tell myself i need to be a MAN and "just say no!" to fatty fish...but i still struggle within. so deep is my torment that even shaney (my trainee), who sits in my office next to me at her workstation, cannot help giggling at my angst and the pitiful gaze that i must be wearing as i type this, occasionally glancing over at this lacking sandwich...but...no. No. NOOOO!!!! i will NOT succumb to your mcdevil magic! away from me with your salty sorcery! i can do this! this sandwich shall now become a symbol of strength, my help in time of need...my deliverance!!!
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.until next week O_o

!EDIT!

arggh!!! why did someone have to tell me that mcdonald's is having some special offer today where if you buy a big sandwich you get a coupon for a free one. so if i were to get a filet today...not ONLY would i only pay $1.81, i would get a coupon for a FREE one any time i want! this is like pouring salt on an open wound. man, i think i'm gonna cry...but if i do, then ppl might think i'm crying because i'm sad it's my last day at the office...but i'm not!! uy...ah i know...the only way to counter the sadness is to think happy thoughts...and the thought of never having to see/deal with the hobbit lady again is great! whoooosaah...i'm ok now.